i still love him..

i hate 2 admit it..
but i still love him..
oh god!!
walau sape pun yg dtg usha aku..
aku still xleyh trime..
aku cume cinta n syg kn sorg je..
rider..
i still love u..
its true..
its hard 4 me 2 4get u..
i did try my best 2 4get u..
but its no used..
da love 4 u just gettin deeper..
each n everyday..
how am i supposed 2 force myself 2 4get all about u..
what am i supposed 2 do rider??
u take my heart n never return it bck 2 me..
huhu..
i cant live without u..
it just 2 evil..
my heart in pain..
i need u coz i love u..
i'm begging u rider..
please come bck..
i just want u back..
i love u so much..
i'm done crying 4 diz while..
i just need u..
if u truely decide 2 leave me..
give me bck my heart..
please..
i cant continue living like diz anymore..
i love u rider..
really love u..